Sorry the longish break, but welcome to the newly migrated Justgiblets.com! Had to change my webhosting platform, but fortunately everything seems to have gone just fine. So we’re back looking at my favorite Happy Rhodes tunes, entering the Top 25 this week! Things almost start to get arbitrary here, with the order really reflecting my tastes of the day, I think. All the songs from here on in are just that good. This batch of songs also sees the first appearance of songs from Find Me, the last album Happy recorded of her own material, way back in 2007! (Too long, Ms. Rhodes).
#25.) Play the Game – Equipoise (1993) – I love the sincerity and earnestness that Happy tackles gender roles and identity in Play the Game. It’s pretty direct with its message, almost to the point of treacly, but the simple keyboard arrangement, and the gentle manner in which Happy delivers the melody are undeniably beautiful. I always liked how she points out the difficulties of both genders…
“If I have to be pretty to be liked
Then I think I’m dead in the water
I never want to have to be like the boys
To be allowed to play with the toys”
And it’s a bit of a throwback musically, with Happy on keyboards, and Kevin Bartlett on percussion, but it augments the simpleness of the song that belies the message.
#24.) Warpaint – Warpaint (1991) – It’s mind-boggling, that Happy Rhodes fifth album was recorded and released THIRTY YEARS AGO! I was still two years away from discovering her, but as I’ve mentioned before, Warpaint was the first album Happy conceived of as a piece, rather than just a collection of recorded songs from her past. It’s also the first album for which she used musicians other than herself, and you can feel the change, especially on the title track. Sure the tribal drums and percussion were handled by Ms. Rhodes (programmed or otherwise), but the sinuous guitar parts courtesy of Happy’s new producer, Kevin Bartlett, and that gorgeous fretless bass by Bob Van Detta add the perfect texture fo Happy’s keys.
The song, Warpaint is a powerful one, whether you interpret the lyrics that include references to warpaint, eagles, and the warpath, to apply it to the near genocide of Native Americans, and their resistance, or take it broader, and how experience and the past are represented as the lines on your face, and prepare you for the battles you will inevitably face as you move through life. I love the passion in Happy’s voice on this one too, especially the last few lines of the live version when she sings “I fight to the death.” In a sense, isn’t life one big fight? One struggle to survive? I’ve included a lovely live rendition of Warpaint along with the audio track. I love how so much of Happy’s work is keyboard washes, and when she performs lives, she often replaces those with acoustic guitar, and it still works.
#23.) Fall – Find Me (2007) – The first song to appear in my Top 40 from Happy’s most recent album is a gentle song about passing. Whether it’s about a person dying, or the passing of a season is up for interpretation. On first read, the lyrics seem pretty clear that something is ending, and it very well could be a person’s life. But there are a lot of references that could be pointing to a seasonal transition, spring/summer turning over to fall/winter. There is reference to gardens, cold, moss, moon… all referencing the cycle of time. I really love how Happy writes lyrics that can be open to many interpretations.
Musically, this one really grabs me. I always love a descending melodic progression, and Happy augments that falling melody that she’s singing with some lonely piano notes. (In fact, it’s very reminiscent of one of my favorite Emm Gryner songs, Visiting Hours – ranked at #11 in my Emm Top 40 – which is also about someone dying.) Fall has that same gentleness in the music and the way Happy sings it. I love the gorgeous interplay between the finger-picking of the acoustic guitar, and the spare and haunting, but somehow (for me) comforting piano part. And I love the tenor of Happy’s voice in the final verse.
#22.) Many Worlds Are Born Tonight – Many Worlds Are Born Tonight (1998) – The title track to Happy’s 1988 album, Many Worlds Are Born Tonight is a sonic epic. From the strange scuttling sounds that start the song, I just get drawn right in. Then Happy’s voice, used as a tapestry against which the song will be sung.The layering of the keyboards, Kevin Bartlett’s e-Bow, and the many vocal parts that Happy offers creates a gorgeous sonic pallet. The sounds she creates with her voice are so lush and full, supporting her vaguely inspiring, vaguely cautionary lyrics. In fact, the song ends with the growl of a beast, so I’m left with conflicting thoughts on its meaning.
The song starts off as an exploration of inspiration, or energizing, or a call to live and feel to the fullest, explore the wonders and scary spaces in your head — ‘If you want, then want a lot…’ Happy says, but embrace yourself in your alone time as well: ‘Turns the lights out for a while, and have a rock with the solitude.’ To me it feels like a very uplifting song, and so gorgeously constructed. It sneaks up on you though… I overlooked it for years before really discovering it’s beauty.
#21.) Queen – Find Me (2007) – Queen catches me right from the intro, with those intricate layered harmonies, and Happy’s declaration that she is my queen. Then the song launches into those crunchy rhythms… there are a series of Happy songs that have a similar rhythm that I refer to as crunchy. The song has the feel of a lumbering beast. There’s something about that feel that I love. Another stand-out about Queen are definitely Happy’s vocals. From the layered textures she constructs from her voice, to the afore-mentioned harmonies, to the ping-ponging between registers. Add to that those sustained electric guitar wails, and you’ve got a powerful song that draws you in and thrills your senses.
Lyrically there’s a lot going on, as usual. The narrator is professing her loyalty as a queen, and calling forth lost souls that she will support. Toward the end of the song though, she talks about how wearing it’s been and she can no longer do it. Not sure if this is about a particular character, or an allegory for Happy’s position as a musician with admirers.Either way it works well, but this one is all about the music and production for me.
At some point I realized that I was working my way toward the list of my favorite Kate Bush songs, which made me think about Happy Rhodes. Like Emm, Happy was quite prolific and had a major body of work. In addition, I discovered her just as she was releasing her sixth album, so once I fell in love with her music, I went back and bought her first five albums, all while she continued to release new music. Again, because of my poor music listening habits, I knew there were a handful of songs I really loved and could name if someone asked me, the rest of her music kind of blended together for me as music by an artists whose work I really admired. This was the perfect opportunity to really dig into Rhodes’ twelve albums and listen to each song carefully and multiple times to rank all of her music. 
Soon after, Happy met Kevin Bartlett, a musician who had his own recording label, Aural Gratification, and he released all the songs that she had recorded to date on cassette. She had enough songs to release three cassettes at the same time in 1986, Rhodes Vol. I, Rhodes Vol. II, and Rearmament, followed one year later by a fourth cassette release, Ecto. These first four albums all featured Happy on all instruments, with the first two largely just acoustic guitar and voice, and the latter two adding in electronic keyboards. These releases weren’t conceived as albums, but just collections of her previously written songs.
#1 – AND THEN WE DANCED – I’m very hard on my gay, coming-of-age films, but writer/director Levan Akin’s powerful story of Merab, a young man in conservative Georgia, who has been training for years for a spot in the National Georgian Ensemble. When a new male dancer arrives Merab starts to see a whole know way of living. There are so many reasons why AND THEN WE DANCED is an outstanding film, from the sensitive and passionate screenplay, to the artful direction and cinematography, but much of the success lies in the hands of the young lead actor Levan Gelbakhiani, a dancer by training, whose every emotion washes over his open, beautiful face so transparently that your heart is always with him. And while this is a gay coming-of-age story there is so much more going on in this film, from Merab’s challenging home life, the rigors of his dance training, but central to it all, that rush of first love and first heartbreak. This one took me by surprise in so many ways, and has stayed with me strongly. 
#2 – LIGHT FROM LIGHT – While Paul Harrill’s lovely film is sort of marketed as a paranormal investigation story (and it is that) it’s more about a pair of folks who are haunted by their own circumstances and how they are able to help each other. As a child, Shelia had a couple of visions that came true, and from there she went on to investigate paranmoral occurrences. A widower whose wife died under unusual circumstances hires Shelia to see if his wife’s spirit is still lingering in the house they shared. This is a truly slow burn, but once it’s got its hook in you, you’ll be glad you’re dragged along. The power of these quiet scenes took me by surprise, and the acting by Marin Ireland and Jim Gaffigan is just gorgeous. Josh Wiggins does great as well, as Shelia’s son, who is struggling with some big decisions that are colored by his mom’s history. Lovely cinematography in the Appalachians, and through the potentially haunted house cap things off beautifully. A powerfully and unexpectedly moving film. 
#3 – NEVER RARELY SOMETIMES ALWAYS – Eliza Hittman follows-up the impressive BEACH RATS with a somber character study about a young woman from Pennsylvania who travels to New York City with her cousin to get an abortion. Things don’t go quite as planned, and the pair end up having to stay longer than expected, with no money to afford them a place to stay. Hittman found her lead actress in fist-timer Sidney Flanigan and effectively uses tight close-ups where the gifted young woman conveys her doubts and anguish through facial expressions alone. The sequence where the film’s title is explained took my breath away. Eliza Hittman is clearly a director to keep an eye on.
#4 – PORTRAIT OF A LADY ON FIRE – It’s so rare in a film to actually watch two people fall in love. It doesn’t happen set to a sweeping score, or in a delightfully sweet montage. It doesn’t happen all at once, with locked eyes, or a catching of breath. It happens slowly, over time, starting perhaps with admiration, then intrigue, perhaps desire, and slowly, that first blush of love. Céline Sciamma, already notable for her films WATER LILLIES and GIRLHOOD, creates an exquisite portrait herself, of a female painter in late eighteenth century Brittany, who is hired to paint the wedding portrait of a very unhappy… and unwilling young woman. As the painter paints, she peers, she gazes, she examines her subject, and in doing so, becomes the object of her subjects gaze as well. Stunningly beautiful, intensely engaging, a technical marvel, Sciamma’s PORTRAIT is a work of art. 
#5 – SOUND OF METAL – I went into this film knowing nothing… in fact, I went into it with misinformation. I assumed, from the photo I saw, that it was a documentary about a heavy metal drummer who develops tinnitus. Instead, this stunning narrative follows the difficult path of a young man, a recovering addict involved in a slightly co-dependent relationship with a woman with whom her performs in a quasi-punk, quasi-art due, who damages his hearing to the point of deafness. Featuring a bravura performance by rising star Riz Ahmend, this drummer is entirely focused on a cure, while the community around him works tirelessly to help him to accept his lack of hearing and to adjust to a new way of living. First time director Darius Marder has created s powerful exploration of a man facing a challenge that shakes him to his core identity, and follows him through the arduous journey he must take to adapt.
#6 – SORRY WE MISSED YOU – Ken Loach tackles serious subject, and often his characters are struggling, working-class folk. In this film, he focuses on a family who’s just barely getting by in London: Ricky (Dad) drives a delivery van (think Amazon), Abbie (Mom) does home health care with horrible hours, Seb is technically in high school, but he’d rather be out spray painting some graffiti, and Liza Jae is the youngest, trying desperately to keep everyone happy. Despite best intentions and potential opportunities, things the Proctor family just can’t catch a break, and things just get worse and worse. Arguments turn into fights, things are done that can’t be taken back, but the incredible power of this film is through it all, Loach shows us by the actions of his characters that there is deep, familial love here, despite everything. It’s a tough film that broke my heart. 
#7 – FIRST COW – Kelly Reichardt returns to an historic era, this time the 1800’s and the Westward Expansion, to tell a tale of friendship and early entrepreneurship during a rough and tumble time. An out of work cook helps a fugitive Chinaman, forging a quiet friendship then dreaming of what they could do to become successful in a frontier settlement. A number of things come together, the chef’s baking skills, the lack of interesting bread and sweets on the frontier, and the introduction of the first cow in the area, owned by a wealthy landowner who needed some cream for his afternoon tea. Reichardt has evolved into one of my favorite filmmakers, and her attention to detail, her skills with portraying friendships, and her comfort with silence create some beautiful cinematic tales. 
#8 – SONG WITHOUT A NAME – Late 80’s Peru, on the precipice of being overwhelmed by terrorism by a group called The Shining Path. First-time feature director and co-writer Melina León paints a portrait of life in both the City, and the outskirts where the indigenous communities live in poverty. She focuses on one young woman, Georgina, who is about to give birth, but is too poor to cover the costs of the clinic. When she hears an ad on the radio of a clinic helping people avoid these costs, she takes the opportunity. Unfortunately, she becomes part of a growing newborn kidnapping movement, and as a poor, migrant woman, she is ignored by both the police and the judicial system. Her only hope is an eager young reporter who is assigned to dig into her story and uncover the truth, even while he is concealing his own truth that could put his life at risk. This grim story is told with powerful visuals the both highlight and counter the harsh life that Georgina faces. 
#9 – CAT IN THE WALL – Illustrating both the strong bonds of family, and the gritty, harsh reality of current day life for some in London, CAT IN THE WALL follows a family of Bulgarian immigrants whose lives are thrown into disarray when a conflict with their neighbors over a cat escalates. This artfully written film that feels like improv, but must surely be carefully scripted, gives us a look into a housing development with a mix of residents, and a decision made to renovate the windows despite none of the tenants asking for it. The cost is borne by those who have long-term leases, and lead character Irina, struggling to find work as an architect but making ends meet working in a pub, tries to rally her fellow tenants in protest. Meanwhile, her conflict with her neighbors around the cat, puts her entire family in jeopardy.
#10 – KAJILLIONAIRE – Miranda July is consistent with her quirky characters that deliver powerfully moving messages from both her debut, ME AND YOU AND EVERYONE WE KNOW, and its follow-up, THE FUTURE. In KAJILLIONAIRE, she steps out of the performance aspect of the film sticking to the writing and directing, but allows Evan Rachel Wood to bring to life an amazingly strange, yet wonderful character in Old Dolio, daughter of an aging couple who decades ago stepped away from capitalist society to live a life off the grid, making their ways through cons and grifts. It’s amazing how July can weave such odd and off-putting characters into a narrative that not only reveals, but redeems them with heart and soul.